Dying inside, like a dead leaf slowly falling from the living tree. I Feel like I'm shouldering the weight of the world. The pains so intense that I'm numb inside out, walking around like a zombie. Thinking that death would be an easier fate to bare. I'm hurting, eyes puffy from all the tears that have escaped me. I tried to hold them in, but like a strained dam they overtook me. I dare not come to you, I dare not share my feelings, for you would never understand. The only concern that you have is yourself. You just don't get it do you? or maybe you do and your pretending not to, or you don't care to even try. Do you ever take the time to wonder what I feel like? Your actions and words are at war, who do I believe? You say that relationships are about compromise , but compromise is something you know nothing about. Someone I'm all too familiar with, let me introduce the two of you. What have you given up? Since day one you have asked me to compromise, and even though it was hard I obliged. From that day to this one you continue to ask me to bend over, and over and over with no thoughts of my feelings. My patience is running thin, like hair falling from a greying head. Your actions are telling on you.
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AuthorI'm a hopeless romantic who is totally in love with love! I'm on a journey to become the best me I can be, and enjoy every single day of my life. Archives
April 2016
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